Coming home from a wicked ski trip with mixed emotions. Sad to leave the mountain behind, and the mystery of liking someone, after you've told them how you feel. Its one thing to share your feelings and come out of it kinda bummed. Its obviously cool or whatever but still kinda sucky at the same time. I'm resilient and told the truth. I never lied and hoped for the best, and waited until it hopefully wouldn't make life awkward to live. So here I am, knowing I tried. Nothing ventured, nothing gained? I ventured. Gained nothing. Never had it in the first place so there's really nothing to be TOO upset about, but obviously everyone knows how it feels, and yeah. Its a bummer. Takes the proverbial wind out of the sails a bit, however I know that I'm awesome and can be a good friend to him, so thankful in that respect. I care. Hands down. I care a lot about the people in my life who genuinely care about me and it'll be ok. I'll be fine. I'm still hoping though that one day I'll find someone. If it never happens, then so be it. I'm not looking for help and I'm actually not even actively looking around for a man, I'm a pretty busy gal. Que sera sera, whatever will be will be, the futures not ours to see... however that would be pretty fuckin awesome.
Now onto my next adventure. West Coast 2013. 3 weeks. Vancity, Whistler and Tofino. This is yet again, going to be a pretty fuckin epic journey.
I love my life and my ability to live it amazingly. My Karma is generally good. So if you wanna bring me down, you can suck it, cuz its not gonna fuckin work, bitch!
Random thoughts...
-the keyboard on my phone kinda sucks. Writing blog entry wasn't easy.
- being pranked kinda sucks
- my bed is amazingly comfy
- the shotski is the best way to take shots.
- snowboarding rocks my fuckin socks
Ciao world.
