This game is called "I WIN!"

Driven to write again. Go figure. New shit going on in life- upgrade in winter job title (very stoked), finally rode Tremblant, finally rode in November and that's all stuff that has to do with snowboarding. I'm continuing with yoga, which I love and I'm adding a new discipline to my life (other than holding back on being overtly physical with a guy I might like) which is Brazilian jiu jitsu. I am really really stoked on this, well both of the things I am trying to achieve discipline wise, but I feel like this is a new page of awesome I am turning and just like my new years resolution every year to just be increasingly more awesome, I think I may have now hit the nail on the head in the last month of 2012. Looking back on this year I have accomplished a few things I have set my mind to. Lining floors- did an AWESOME job this year, didn't fuck anything up and achieved a 5th term standing. Damn I'm near close to finishing this bitch of an apprenticeship. I'm good at my job, and like it. F YEAH! Snowboarding- set a new goal, rode Tremblant and did so in Nov which I already mentioned, became a Supervisor and got the CSIA ski certification. Again, F YEAH! Love life is still in the shitter, a little more time to devote to it this year but went on a couple good dates with a promising dude, and then yep- it went down the shitter because he pulled probably the DOUCHIEST move ever and then expected me to look past it? I don't think so.

This brings me to my newest motto in life. DON'T F WITH MY S. You F with my S and it's over. I think that's fair, don't you, internet reader? In my living life positively, being nice, friendly and generally accommodating I have had more people try to F with my S, and I'll tell you my reaction isn't nice. Take that morning I rolled into Durox floor supply in Scarborough. Not even 8am, and I have a man rudely say "What are you waiting for?" So I must respond in my have been on the road since 6am haven't had coffee and you've being a fucking prick attitude "I'm waiting for my crap, it's being picked, and I'm going to my jobsite. In this occupation I don't take crap from anyone, so don't talk to me like that" Then they got my order wrong. Assholes! I am a woman in construction. I also look young, and for some reason even though I am nearly 30 the men on site look and talk to me like I am a child. I am sick and tired of it. I also had a site super calling me outside of the job which I finished for half a week. I didn't pick up his calls. I'm done, you're over 50, fuck off. Other stories exist in my working and private life, but some things don't need to be shared on the internet. Drawing the line.

Thoughts & Feelings

• Don't F with my S
• Changing plans and habits is ok
• Good things come to those who wait
• Friendships sometimes need space, it doesn't mean anything negative
• Candy is perfectly acceptable at any time of day

Until Next Time...

New technology ftw

Wow. Getting a new phone is always exciting however this one is kinda nuts! Still not sure how to really use it but I guess I'll figure it out. Downloaded the neat blogger app for it. Three cheers for my new galaxy S3 and not knowing wtf to do with it!

Random thoughts
-fall is my favourite, it means winter is coming
-I hate cleaning
-it very well could be worse!